Ik was vorge week eens gaan rondkijken op het internet hoe het staat met de informatie rond Anu en de Annunaki. Nadat ik lange tijd hierover gelezen heb bij Desteni kon ik nu wel weer eens in de wereld gaan kijken en kom terecht op de site genaamd "Gibbon's Reflections" maarre die naam, wat is dat .. waar heb ik die naam eerder gezien... even later zie ik het in de Desteni artikelen-reeks staan [www.desteni.co.za/articles] Onderstaand de emailwisseling sindsdien: "Everything is Projection" - A Destonian Rule Posted by Gibbon on Tuesday, September 27, 2011 Under: Desteni Last week I have had a meeting in real-life with a 'Destonian' here in the Netherlands. It was a friendly meeting and we enjoyed the sun together. During that talk we soon realized that our perspectives on life were miles apart. I had written about quite a few elements before in 2007/2008 (1, 2) and although I had promised myself not to invest too much time in this destenian perspective, I wanted to make an exception, like I did in March (3). Instead of going through all the well-known elements again, I want to talk about a new element, or 'rule' that I have learnt in this conversation. It seems that in the destenian belief-system it is just like in Islam or Christianity or perhaps a certain new-age philosophy: once you accept a certain belief-system you have to accept every single element within it: it's like an 'all-or-nothing'-approach. There is no room for doubting any single element, at least so it seems. PROJECTION One of the most extreme rules that I came across was the rule which says that "everything you say about another really is about you". I would be the last one to deny the existence and importance of the concept of projection, but the extremity of this destonian rule is a bit too simplistic to take seriously. As goes for their perspective on thought ("Thou shallst not think"), there are no nuances to be found with respect to the phenomenon of projection (or transference and counter-transference). The concept of projection refers to the psychological idea that when you say (or think) something about someone else, chances are that you also say something about yourself, and often something that you don't want to accept in yourself. As is depicted in the Osho-Zen Card above, called 'Projection' (4), we often don't really see the person that we talk to, but we see the image that we have created of that person. DESTENIAN SIMPLICITY I strongly believe in projection and the concept that we often have certain ideas about people, which prevent us from really seeing the other people as they are. But I think it is rather simplistic to say that EVERYTHING you say about another person is 100% saying something about yourself, and NOTHING about the other. Such an extreme projection perspective is too far from the reality of everyday life. Let me give you a few examples to clarify my position. Let's take a situation at a school. Like in every class there are several kinds of children: some are quiet, some are restless, some make jokes all the time, some tend to be offensive etc. If the teacher says to a child that is continually making jokes to be silent, he is saying something to that child. But does that mean that the teacher is saying NOTHING about the behavior of the child, but only about his own repressed desire to be funny? And if he corrects the offensive child is he 100% projecting his own repressed offensiveness? Of course not! Even though there might be these tendencies within the teacher himself, but that doesn't mean that he is projecting EVERYTHING he says. The 'destenian' extreme projection rule implies the impossibility to give feedback to anyone; it implies that it is impossible to describe the behavior of someone else, without merely talking about yourself. Projection implies that your own unconscious colors or perhaps clouds your perspective on others, but it doesn't mean that it blocks or clouds your perception for the full 100%. Other people can mirror things back to you, but it depends on the people involved which elements are mirrored back. If someone has an issue with anger, they are likely to respond strongly to someone who gets angry easily: they will blame him for being so aggressive. Someone else - who doesn't have an issue with anger - is likely to be far less sensitive to someone's angry behavior. THE CONTINUUM AND NUANCES I won't deny the notion that projection often plays a certain role in human interaction. In fact I believe that projection can be a very useful tool to get to know more about yourself and any hidden blockages within. Once you recognition any projections you can grow from them through understanding or forgiveness, which makes you less likely to use projection on that particular item in the future. In the extreme destonian perspective there is no room for growth out of certain projections, since it will always be 100% projection. Within the destenian belief system there seldom is a continuum. They take a rather binary point of view. When I talked about the distinction between harmful and harmless thoughts I got the response that all thoughts should be banned. No matter what you think, it is bad news. FOOTNOTES (1) South African Group (Desteni) - Overview of my articles (2) http://dhost.info/waterput/exploring/desteni/gibbons-discussion.htm (3) http://reflector.yolasite.com/questions-and-remarks/desteni-and-demons (4) http://www.osho.com/Main.cfm?Area=Magazine&Sub1Menu=Tarot&Sub2Menu=OshoZenTarot In : Desteni Tags: desteni projection transference feedback Sylvie Jacobs: Projection is known for thousands of years - only not understood. Desteni has universal mathematical principles - rules are of the system / matrix. Sylvie Jacobs 3 uur geleden: Simplicity of Life here equal and one or the complexity of the mind? The 'beauty' of Life is within simplicity, plainness of all here. Desteni is a group of people exploring the principles of equality and oneness and to correct the mind through self honesty, self insights and self forgiveness to become equality and oneness of Life birthing self here in and as the Physical Universe. To stand up for Universal Equality and to be the change is to change the world from within oneself. Projection is absolute - not relative theory. You can choose and/or make up exceptions in the mind - obviously you can :) - it's just that one can not see, understand, realise equality immediately, but we have to dig deep down in the mind layers / dimensions of self created separation. It's a process though, one can not become seeing instantly. Thousands of lives we've lived in this projected systematic reality. Stepping out of the mind cycles takes a lot of time and is a very slow process. "have certain ideas about people, which prevent us from really seeing the other people as they are" = you see you as you are reflected in them, allways, with everyone and everything, but you don't wanna see the less attractive, the ugliness in self. "he corrects the offensive child is he 100% projecting his own repressed offensiveness"- first it's to self correct through forgiving the child and seeing the same in self, to then assist and support the child to self forgive itself. Realise that when you are descrbing a situation in the school system / matrix and children being pushed and forced into that system it's no wonder children's behaviour will be worse(ning). So one is coorected within the matrix which is all illusion. Therefor re-educate self on how to stop this matrix destroying our children's true self value as equal and one as all here. Children are equal to teachers. Therefor a system of equality and oneness will be implemented within the next twenty years --- www.equalmoney.org Dare to be simple! Sylvie Jacobs Humanity is punishing children, is killing children, is murdering children because of their own designed and created demise as consciousness as what they have become through the act of thinking. A world of mass murderers, killing life, killing innocence, killing children: This should be entered into the Guinness World Records! If you are going to continue with the act of thinking, continue with the participation and involvement in consciousness – know this, you are responsible for the killing and murder of innocence, of life as the children are born into this world of consciousness enslavement, control and destruction where they have to become what you are as consciousness to exist and survive which you participat ed in designing and creating through the continuation of the act of thinking.Therefore I plead, therefore I ask, stop the act of thinking, stop participating in designing and creating this consciousness enslaved and controlled world of fear and survival. Stop, so all may discover life as who they really are as the children are presenting who are born i nto this world. So this world and all human beings within may become life, return to innocence so heaven may manifest on earth as one with who we are, so children may be born as life into life as they express and live life within life as one with who they are as one with who we are as life. Munchin http://desteni.co.za/a/munchin-though... Hey Sylvie, Bedankt voor je uitgebreide antwoord. Als je de uitdaging aandurft zou ik je willen voorstellen om eens samen in 'real life' onze gedachtenwerelden naast elkaar te leggen. Lijkt me wel interessant. Ik geloof dat ik ergens gelezen heb dat je in Noord-Brabant woont. Ik woon in Nijmegen en ik zou komende zondag met mijn auto ergens heen kunnen rijden als je er tenminste open voor staat. Ik heb nog nooit in het echt met een echte Destenian gesproken! Ik ben ook wel geïnteresseerd in dat geldsysteem dat jullie zouden willen invoeren, want het kapitalisme heeft zo zijn beste tijd wel gehad, lijkt me. Groeten, Gibbon -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Van: Gibbon Verzonden: Woensdag 14 september 0:16 2011 Onderwerp: Fwd: Doorst.: Re: 'zelf' is de missing link -------- Originele bericht -------- Onderwerp: Doorst.: Re: 'zelf' is de missing link Datum: Tue, 13 Sep 2011 23:49:49 +0200 (West-Europa (zomertijd)) Van: naturecure Antwoord-naar: naturecure Aan: Gibbon De hyperlinks werkten waarschijnlijk niet: DIP www.desteniiprocess.com "> Gelijk Geld Systeem www.desteni-geld.net De Gedachte als Gereedschap http://www.desteni.net/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=419:de-gedachte-als-gereedschap&catid=106:de-mind&Itemid=285 Het Ontwerp van Polariteiten http://www.desteni.net/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=252:het-ontwerp-van-polariteiten&catid=52:hetontwerp&Itemid=257 What were you thinking? http://desteni.co.za/a/bernard-poolman-what-were-you-thinking Het Proces van Zelfgeboorte http://www.desteni.net/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=127:15zelfgeboorte&catid=48:faq&Itemid=79 De eerste stap is altijd het besef dat alles altijd een illusie is geweest - dus laat het los. Groetjes! Re: stop reflecteren, wo(o)rd één en gelijk als alles hier - Desteni merely reflects you to you, yourself Van: Naturecure Aan: Gibbon Explorations Hi Gibbon,
"Toch zul je niet luisteren want zolang je niet hoort kun je beweren dat je het niet wist. Dat is waarom je niet luistert. Je wilt het niet horen want dan moet je veranderen." We zijn alle maal - ook jij - voorgeprogrammeerd door de woorden (gedachten) die zijn doorgegeven door ouders en maatschappij (Witte Licht verstrooïng) van generatie op generatie (genen is informatie). Mensen die je gehersenspoeld vinden zien zichzelf dus in jou gereflecteerd. Wat je ziet ben jezelf! Jij bent de anderen - de universele wet dat Alles en Iedereen één en gelijk is. Dat proces staat te realiseren - daarvoor zijn we Hier.
but manifest self equal and one as all here as self-expression and actually live as Life equal and one as all. We zijn hol-o-grammen met multidimensionale reflecties - de hele dag zie je jezelf weerspiegeld in anderen. Reaction to seeing a reflexion of myself in others. Het ENE programma is op die manier versplinterd in pieces , we de splintesr in de ander zijn ogen zien maar niet de balken in eigen ogen. Vandaar de Desteni tools om te stoppen te reflecteren en te beginnen met introspecteren / REAL i seren.
Mensen, jullie zitten in je hoofd, jullie leven in polariteiten. Polariteiten veroorzaken conflicten en conflicten veroorzaken gedachten, emoties en gevoelens, die eruit voortkomen. Hoe werkt de mind? De mind werkt met polariteiten. Dat is de reden, waarom wetenschappers je rechter en je linker hersenhelften door elkaar gooien, enzovoort. Polariteiten - positief en negatief. Goed - slecht; juist - verkeerd. Dat bestaat overal in deze wereld in mensen en iedereen accepteert dat en ondersteunt dat. Het wordt in deze wereld als een reële ervaring aanvaard. Je ziet dus, dat polariteit in deze wereld bestaat. Waar komt die vandaan? Van je mind, het denken. De mind is opgebouwd uit drie lagen: goed en slecht; juist en verkeerd en positief en negatief. Uit deze drie funderingen bestaat de mind, die zijn ingebouwd om strijd in je hoofd uit te lokken, want door die strijd wordt een lichtbol gemanifesteerd in het centrum van je wezen. En die lichtbol activeert het mindbewustzijnsysteem in je hele fysieke lichaam, zodat je gedachten, emoties en gevoelens krijgt en puhh je bent weg! Dan ben je de mind. Dan ben je het systeem.
"Als een soort bio-robotten worden we gezaaid als batterijen voor" de matrix
Het beste voor iedereen verBAASdheid te stoppen in plaats daarvan te leren begrijpen. Moedermatrixsysteem = je linkerkant, vadermatrixsysteem = je rechterkant.
Gedachten = illusies / spiegelingen / afscheidingen, want je bent het zelf die buigt.
CONtinuüm is bedrog. Het staat in het woord geschreven. Door gedachten niet uit te spreken komen ze niet in je werkelijkheid als ervaring; door schrijven stoppen de gedachten / gevoelens / illusies de wereld in te gaan om zo het uiteenvallen / einde van de wereld / universum te stoppen.
"Hart openen" The entire Heart-Organ in itself, represents the entire Money-System in itself. The generating of the orgasm and the movement of the blood expressed through the circular-structure that form through the two beings during and within sexual intercourse – wherein they connect as one with the circular structure running through both the male and the female’s heart, is the generation of money and the movement of money within the money system.
Self-honesty will bring forth Heaven on Earth.  Stop beLIEving !Heel veel mensen hebben moeite te begrijpen dat geen enkele gedachte echt is - slechts een reflectie - vandaar dat wij opstaan als wie we zijn als gelijkheid en eenheid en dit te realiseren door eerstens het Equal Money System via de politiek in te gaan voeren. Daarna kunnen veel meer mensen zich gaan realiseren "What were you thinking?" >> Stop thinking for a day, a week and find out if you die. Find out what is thinking. You will find that it is fear of loss and fear of death that prevents us from entering a state of no thinking. Thus we have equated thinking as life and defined our lives as thinking. This has irrationally become a part of the nature of thinking and our definition of life. It is as if our thoughts confirm that we are alive in some way. But consider your thoughts for a day, then a week and then a month. Honestly write them down. All your observations and thoughts about every-one in your life, your fears and denials – that means the thoughts that appear but you refuse to have them and suppress them. Look at all your thoughts. You will be surprised. No thought is really ever beneficial for all of mankind. You are always the centre of your thoughts and always right. Realiseer je wie je werkelijk bent als één en gelijk als alles hier = vrede in jezelf en je wereld - de sleutel tot het universum - veel plezier met je proces van Zelfgeboorte, Sylvie. -------Oorspronkelijk bericht------- Van: Gibbon Explorations Datum: 9-9-2011 13:03:50Aan: naturecure Onderwerp: Re: Desteni Universe - helder begrip van universele principes van gelijkheid en eenheid Hoi Sylvie, Ik waardeer het enthousiasme waarmee je mijn mail hebt beantwoord. Ik waag me er echter niet meer aan om er uitgebreid op te antwoorden. Ik zie dezelfde desteni-patronen als destijds, en ik heb niet zo'n zin om diezelfde oefening nogmaals te doen. Ik heb in het verleden van mensen in mijn omgeving te horen gekregen dat ik een periode sterk geloofde in een bepaalde levensbenadering. Mensen vonden me gehersenspoeld. Ik wist echter wel beter: die anderen waren gewoonweg te veel bezig met het normale, mechanische leven dat ze er gewoon te ongevoelig en geprogrammeerd voor waren om te begrijpen waar ik mee bezig was. Wat er ook gezegd werd, ik was niet te overtuigen. Ik denk dat het desteni-wereldbeeld (ik noem het een duidelijk omlijnd wereldbeeld met haar eigen regels, een geloofssysteem) zo in elkaar is geweven dat het nauwelijks mogelijk is om het te falsificeren. Altijd als bepaalde argumenten té dichtbij komen kan er bijvoorbeeld gezegd worden dat ''de (verschrikkelijke) mind'' weer om de hoek komt zetten waardoor alles kan worden genegeerd. Je noemt ergens ''The Matrix'', wat ik werkelijk een fantastische film vind. Sterker nog, het staat al lange tijd met stip op nummer 1 bij mij. Ik vind het een prachtige beschrijving van hoe de mens gemechaniseerd is geraakt en hoe haar bewustzijn zo is verlaagd dat het nauwelijks meer in staat is om verder te kijken dan de materiële wereld om haar heen. Als een soort bio-robotten worden ze gebruikt als batterijen voor een andere bron. Ikzelf ben er niet uit wat die bron precies is, alhoewel ik daar wel allerlei gedachten over heb (1). De manier waarop je the Matrix aanhaalt verbaast me enorm. Is het niet juist de gedachte die allesbepalend is binnen de Matrix? Door Gedachten kun je de illusie doorzien, door Gedachten kun je zaken scheppen (neem de gebogen lepel bijvoorbeeld). Zoals ik al zei is het desteni dogma ''gedachten zijn per definitie fout'' een verlammend dogma. Het laat geen ruimte voor een continuüm van mechanische, schadelijke gedachten naar creatieve, inzichtgevende en onschadelijke gedachten. Alle gedachten zijn fout en aan dat idee mag niet getornd worden, en dat terwijl er gepromoot wordt om te schrijven, alsof praten en schrijven niet twee manifestatievormen van denken zijn? Nouja, ik heb het toch niet kunnen laten om iets uitgebreider te reageren. Hoe gaat de omgeving met je gedachtegoed om? Zou je dat in extreme honesty met me durven delen, waarbij je je hart ook opent? Liefs van mij, Gibbon Van: naturecure <naturecure@planet.nl> Aan: Gibbon Explorations <gibbon7@ymail.com> Verzonden: Donderdag 8 september 23:55 2011 Onderwerp: Re: Desteni Universe - helder begrip van universele principes van gelijkheid en eenheid
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It's time to stop creation. All that arises within thoughts is abuse, separation and deception. Within thoughts, feelings and emotions we mess with and destruct true self value. Earth is the Test that stands before Man of Becoming Self Honesty equal and one as all Here in fact - as who we really are to Birth Self as Life in the Physical as Breath. Physics are going to play a vital role in self transformation in the physical.
woensdag 14 september 2011
Email communicatie met Gibbon / communication with Gibbon
maandag 5 september 2011
I My physical need to know nothing
"The physical - has no agenda, need to know nothing, is already in full design, and live as it breathes, as it eats, as it fucks, as it touch. The mind – has judgments, reasons, meanings, laws about everything - without actually understanding anything.”
Bernard Poolman
A year and a half ago I started working in the matrix again - after being out of the system for fifteen years - again as to gain money to survive (better:). This time to be able to pay for my Desteni 'I' Process myself in stead of paying it from 'my partner' s income, also to become equal and one as all here and so to stand up within the system. Among others I have been pushing myself this year through the point of needing to know nothing at work and seeing what is here - to work work simply with what is here. Cause it was quite peculiar ( 'pecunia' meaning money in latin) that immediately when I started working there I remarked the collisions between people thinking / wanting to know everything which in this case it was about the famous dutch international "Holiday Trades" - which to me this was obviously trivial / wordly information, then again to some carreer junkie assistents at our 'information desk service' it appeared as to be of real importance to know beforehand.
The days I assisted a collegue as me I would say: Take an inbreath, don't go into your insecurities and take your time as you look into the brochure it's simple, alphabetical, here.
I stop and do not allow myself to fear anymore to know nothing, I stop to fear of getting fired, I stop to fear my honesty button being pushed, I stop fear me as others not understanding how to give people their (holiday country) information through being here in breath as equal as all. I know now that I did not recollect a thing then, and now still being able to assist people with what is necessary through working together with what is here. I stop fearing reactions.
At yesterday's job in a 7 store trademart - I had to stand at a gate for a ten hours shift checking people for valid entrance cards. I made a few system failures, stopped my thoughts / fears about that, trained 4 count 4 breath, my feet pushed into the ground / grounding in the physical and nothing unpleasant happened..
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be afraid of being fired by stating needing to know nothing.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be afraid of being disregarded by not wanting to know the stuff at work.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to force my partner to know something.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be seen as stupid and therefor hiding myself in knowing the right stuff.
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Research material --- www.desteni.co.za
Be self honesty, be simple, breath, become earth..................
zaterdag 3 september 2011
Follow-up on: Share on doing Self forgiveness with Parents and/with Children becoming equal and one as all here
By telling I can realise myself in it
The actual sharing happened wednesday a week ago here. I never spoke them 'live' or even saw him before - the female I had seen once a few years ago with the mutual friend. They are not 'strangers' to me - they are equal as me and in that just facing my own fears, because in calling others strangers you're in fact a stranger to yourself.
Anyway, just before and on arrival I got nervous, did self forgivenesses on it, breathed and said so to them in the hallway. I simply shared I was nervous and it was ok that I was nervous - I got a thank you for sharing this. Haha. So while making coffee, tea and putting the sun flowers in a vase the male being and I explored what topic to take on first while 'his wife' was in the living room with the child - he was standing in the kitchen door opening to the garden and opened self immediately the topic of forgiveness and lay his understanding of it before me. OK he was directing - cool, practical, no dancing around matters - 'i love it'. He mentioned words like church and such in relation to forgiveness, saying not seeing the point in a way - while I was listening getting the things done. By the time we arrived sitting down I had figured a bit out how to start explain the common sense of the tool / solution of self forgiveness to release reaction patterns. In a matter of minutes he understood on the hand of the same situation happening over and over with the deputy in the school where he is a ganitor. Due to not being able to change self he saw that self forgiveness and self corrective actions would make him not to react in the same manner each time. The female being already saw / understood the 'logic' behind it because she more understands / experienced thoughts, feelings and emotions are program and not who we are.
Sharing in openness we enjoyed ourselves - quite a lot revealing on the inside /outside I kept in breath, because to me a male being opening up in being aware of himself is a revelation to me. Very moving - I still don't know exactly how this works - still working through my mind programming, my past time line correction. My pointers nobody daring opening up in the house I grew up in - at most fear - only covering all up with love = draw a veil over things. Father figure not being able to take self responsiblity for his 'feelings' - so we / me tiptoeing around...
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to tiptoe around my fathers feelings and thus creating the s(h)ame in myself.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to expect resistance on (these) matters and in that create resistance in me.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to ask the female being if she had seen and done the self forgiveness on female ego.
I am allowed to email them and started sharing an overview of the main points of our gathering:
At the end the intro on self honesty, self forgiveness and self correction I shared two formats to put thoughts, feelings and emotions into and release self.
1) I forgive myself that I have allowed amd accepted myself...
2) I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise...
Three and a half hours we were discovering all kinds.
The female being constantly said it's all about words. [In the beginning was the word...] Probably that's what she picked up from Jesus as I did - maybe I will ask her. I suggested her to start applying self forgiveness on fear of programming the child. Lol she wanted to get rid of 'doing likeable' / sweeten all the time - keeping the other appeased. Becoming constant.
We opened the topic of sex and fear of penetration (laughter) - which is one of my main sorting outs a.s.a.p.. I had just been translating 'Masturbation & Ascension: Give yourself a helping hand to heaven' into dutch. Therefor I gave them some pointers on this one. And they shared not needing much sex - as in my relationship it's more about doing it / thinking having to do it for the other etc.. Many points round about. She asked him if he need more than three times a year. "Maybe we ought to have more sex". He said no not really. Also depends on wether having sex on a thought / picture or physical. I can not see the point of physical sex at the moment in my process though. I first have to delete all (fear of) pictures.
O yes, about writing out - it is to get all the threads 'DNA' out - as I do here.
Release of the "rotten feeling" I want she said as we all want.
Breaking through the endless cycles of life - self breaking through.
Stop self denial.
The actual sharing happened wednesday a week ago here. I never spoke them 'live' or even saw him before - the female I had seen once a few years ago with the mutual friend. They are not 'strangers' to me - they are equal as me and in that just facing my own fears, because in calling others strangers you're in fact a stranger to yourself.Anyway, just before and on arrival I got nervous, did self forgivenesses on it, breathed and said so to them in the hallway. I simply shared I was nervous and it was ok that I was nervous - I got a thank you for sharing this. Haha. So while making coffee, tea and putting the sun flowers in a vase the male being and I explored what topic to take on first while 'his wife' was in the living room with the child - he was standing in the kitchen door opening to the garden and opened self immediately the topic of forgiveness and lay his understanding of it before me. OK he was directing - cool, practical, no dancing around matters - 'i love it'. He mentioned words like church and such in relation to forgiveness, saying not seeing the point in a way - while I was listening getting the things done. By the time we arrived sitting down I had figured a bit out how to start explain the common sense of the tool / solution of self forgiveness to release reaction patterns. In a matter of minutes he understood on the hand of the same situation happening over and over with the deputy in the school where he is a ganitor. Due to not being able to change self he saw that self forgiveness and self corrective actions would make him not to react in the same manner each time. The female being already saw / understood the 'logic' behind it because she more understands / experienced thoughts, feelings and emotions are program and not who we are.
Sharing in openness we enjoyed ourselves - quite a lot revealing on the inside /outside I kept in breath, because to me a male being opening up in being aware of himself is a revelation to me. Very moving - I still don't know exactly how this works - still working through my mind programming, my past time line correction. My pointers nobody daring opening up in the house I grew up in - at most fear - only covering all up with love = draw a veil over things. Father figure not being able to take self responsiblity for his 'feelings' - so we / me tiptoeing around...
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to tiptoe around my fathers feelings and thus creating the s(h)ame in myself.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to expect resistance on (these) matters and in that create resistance in me.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to ask the female being if she had seen and done the self forgiveness on female ego.
I am allowed to email them and started sharing an overview of the main points of our gathering:
- Living in Self Honesty equal and one as all here in practical appliance in every moment.
- Self forgiveness when a thought, feeling and/ or emotion of the mind is coming up in you to so immediately stop participating in the mind and in that feeding the mind system.
- Focussing on every breath here, to stay here as breath and to realise that all that is real is you being here in every moment of breath that whatever goes around in your head as the mind is not real.
- Writing because with writing you assist and support you through seeing yourself right in front of you in words and through when you write - if emotions, feelings, thoughts and/or memories coming up - you apply self forgiveness.
At the end the intro on self honesty, self forgiveness and self correction I shared two formats to put thoughts, feelings and emotions into and release self.
1) I forgive myself that I have allowed amd accepted myself...
2) I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise...
Three and a half hours we were discovering all kinds.
The female being constantly said it's all about words. [In the beginning was the word...] Probably that's what she picked up from Jesus as I did - maybe I will ask her. I suggested her to start applying self forgiveness on fear of programming the child. Lol she wanted to get rid of 'doing likeable' / sweeten all the time - keeping the other appeased. Becoming constant.
Suggestion to read on:
There you have the family pyramid
schemes through which money is created
and through which the Capitalist System functions
O yes, about writing out - it is to get all the threads 'DNA' out - as I do here.
Release of the "rotten feeling" I want she said as we all want.
Breaking through the endless cycles of life - self breaking through.
Stop self denial.
Self realisation with income plan www.desteniiprocess.com
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In return I was invited to one of her belly dance workshops which I practised last wednesday evening - 'getting physical / in our body'. Great! This was the opposite 'direction' of classical ballet programming I did - here in her lesson we had to go feet pushing 'into the ground'. Her Cesar therapy helped me back ;-)
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